some thoughts...and a quick hello!

some thoughts...and a quick hello!

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Things have been quiet around these parts lately, for that, I apologize. A lot has been going on in my life. Not so much regarding Peanut, but more-so, my own personal life. Nothing like a severe let down or disappointment to make you reevaluate the path you're on, right? Well, I had a huge wake-up call last week. One I won't really go into here, but it has to do with my career. It's made me question where I want to be (career-wise) in the next few months. A lot of brainstorming, evaluating, questioning, weighing of pros and cons have been going on in my already overly active head. I found myself thinking in my sleep. Who does that? I've had a hard time sleeping and have spent numerous nights listening to the sweet sound of my Lovie's deep breaths as she sleeps soundly next to me.

I've found that I'm not the best person at dealing with stress. I tend to become extremely irritable and my patience runs very thin. Not good when you have a rambunctious toddler at home. These last few days have been challenging, to say the least. I've been snapping at Danny and isolating myself from most. And frankly just not in the mood. However, I know that everything happens for a reason, even if you don't know what the reason is right away. I also know that God works in mysterious ways, you've just got to have faith in Him. He answers prayers, maybe not in the most overt or obvious of ways, but He does. I just have to open my eyes and see it.

I'm hoping I snap out of this little funk. I know my little Lovie helps take the edge off and Danny (bless his heart) puts up with my mood swings as best as anyone I know. I plan on getting back to blogging more often and I really want to break in my new lens. Just wanted to say a quick hello. Hope my faithful readers haven't left me;) I promise to post pics of the Peanut soon and, guess what?  I made my cake-pops! And I'm not gonna lie, they came out pretty darn good! Hope you are all well on this beautiful (but cold!!) Friday! I'm going to try and post again later on.

xoxo,

Nitzalie